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It was always said , moderation, anything in moderation. So it was a start to find some things just cant be beheld with this element , of moderation, that somthings will overtake your soul ,stealing your mind and leaving your body for tatters in the road behind. Taking the lead once one of these un moderational things has been carelessly plucked , is lust, need , and vanity, with boots of some fetid pride to stamp on the now ripped and tattered body as all physical moral standards are ripped from the banners of honesty and truth.

So it was i looked on in turmoil as my life was whisked away from any honesty , any standard of a being who i realy am capable of being. I watched in mindlessthrall as to where it was going i had very little clue. I saw that these immoderate things had taken my eyes , simply plucked them from my head , stole my sight my senses other soon to follow. All in awe of these things, that once seen blinded me to all other.It is such that things such as these, my chemical lie of unatural life,took to hurting first all those close, then wielded the scythe on my very own well being. My very life.
So it was to be seen through bloodshot eyes the beuaty gone , only the red of blood, anger at the slide of calamity , all be it a comical one to behold now , a big spiral slide to the very ground. Like some mad amusement park childes ride.With the clowns suit at the bottom , waiting to for me to fit right in to the parade.

As for content , the abyss i had found so terrifying , the madness that was so comforting ,was found only to go to my knees as i knelt in despair, that my life , God repair.In his wisdom my life from despair , my fears , ....would he repair.The compassion of my heart in Gods love.Yet a freedom descended , from the despair it was done. So as i hear the wise, everything in moderation, not to overwhelm. It is with a smirk i ask you first to look to the moderate one , lest your life be taken to the fairground of no fun, and find your lifes happyness falling away on the chaotic spiral of not just some.